Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Happy Mid Autumn Festival 2010

People say if you make a wish on the full moon on Mid Autumn, your wish will come true. I don't know where I heard this from. But I had a wish. I wished that me and KT be like how we used to be last time. I just don't like the situation now. A sad moment for me. KT ar KT... When will you treat me like normal? Please don't ignore me leh.

This week, I start to take over my colleague's job which is handling papers. Luckily I only need to do these for 2 months, if not, I think I already become a crazy girl because I can't tell the feelings inside me to anyone else except certain people especially KT. I know if I tell KT all these, he will comment and advise me but lately...dull. I'm in tense and he gave me this situation and made me into a bigger tense. Almost every night I cry because of the tense inside. KT not going to talk to me. KT is ignoring me and avoiding me. Colleagues are giving me stress. They might have forgotten that I'm just a PART-TIMER and I'm a too new in handling the papers.

Sometimes, they just made me scared of going to work. Everyday my dad asked me to resign. Stress from home. Stress from work. Stress from KT. KT ar.... Please don't add 1 more leg in my stress la... I really beh tahan and going to burst soon. Please help me can bo??

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