Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Semester 6 Ends~

Finally finish my Semester 6 final exam... Hehehe... But still have to present my project 1 this Friday morning with my friend..

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Object Oriented Final Exam!!!

Really crazy!!! All of us got not enough time to study.. Even if we got that time, what we read is not what that came out... Now really wait the lecturer to help us... Haiz... Can cry...

Monday, June 22, 2009

Exam Semester 6!!

Tomorrow starts my Semester 6 final exam!! But the best thing is Wednesday is the end of the final exam for me..But this is not the last day of Semester 6.. Friday I got presentation!!! Have to wear really really formal!!! Argh!!! Have to wear blazer some more... Aiya... I always wear blazer when I got presentation la... Keke... Luckily I got a blazer myself.. Well, it is my prefect's blazer... Haha... Still can wear... ^^

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Calculate Wrongly!!

Oops!! I didn't even notice that I calculate the hours wrongly!!! 8a.m. to 8p.m. is 12 hours but I counted 10 hours!! This is the effect of getting busy and too busy with my project and Object Oriented classes!! Haiz... I do my project for nearly 8 hours in the computer lab using my laptop... Not only me.. All of us.. But the worst 1 is all of them had their lunch except for me... That made me nearly had gastric... And, I slightly injured my waist... Well, old already... Hehe...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

10 hours in college tomorrow!!!!

Tomorrow, I will be in college from 8 morning to 8 night!!! Why?? Morning is for my project completion... After the prayer tomorrow, I will continue my Object Oriented class until 8 at night... After that I will be going to my aunt's house because my cousin getting married on Saturday... Tomorrow night go there for dinner... This will be a tough week for me!!! Test and presentation for E-Commerce on Monday!! Exam on Tuesday and Wednesday!!! Presentation of project on Friday!! Help!!! After that I want to go find a part-time job!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Kiss the Rain - Yiruma

Thanks to YoungSaeng from SS501, I found the song that I always wanted to listen.. Finally know the song name... The name of this song is Kiss The Rain by Yiruma... I wonder whether YoungSaeng like this song also... I was watching M! Pick yesterday which I load in Youtube and in that episode I was watching, YoungSaeng playing this song.. I was totally in love with this song... 2 years ago I wanted to find this song but I don't know what name is it.. Now I know it already and everyday I will listen to it ^^

Thank you, YoungSaeng^^

Secrets Your Posture Tells While You Sleep


Fetal Sleeping Position: This is the most common sleep posture, with 41 percent of the 1,000 people tested falling asleep on one side, with their knees pulled up toward the chest and arms in a prayer position with hands by the face. Those who curl up in the fetal position are described as tough on the outside but sensitive at heart. They may be shy when they first meet someone, but soon relax. More than twice as many women (51 percent) as men tend to sleep in this position.

Log Sleeping Position (15%): These people fall asleep on their side, with both arms down by their side. They are easy going, social people who like being part of the 'in' crowd, and are trusting of strangers. However, they may be gullible.

The Yearner Sleeping Position (13%): People who sleep on their side with both arms out in front tend to have an open nature, but can be suspicious and cynical. This person is slow to make up his mind, but once a decision is made, he is unlikely ever change his mind.

Soldier Sleeping Position (8%): These folks lie on their back with both arms pinned to their sides. People who sleep in this position are generally quiet and reserved. They don't make trouble, but set high standards for themselves and for others.

Freefall Sleeping Position (7%): These types lie on their belly with hands around the pillow, head turned to one side. Described as gregarious and brash people, these personalities can be nervy and thin-skinned underneath, and find criticism or extreme situations difficult to accept.

Starfish Sleeping Position (5%): Those who fall asleep on their back with both arms up around the pillow make good friends because they readily listen to others, and offer help when needed. They generally don't like to be the center of attention.

100 Question given by Joseph

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Let me check... From Aida
3. Last text message: From Aida
4. Last song you listened to: Kiss The Rain by Yiruma
5. Last time you cried: My birthday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Been cheated on: Always
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Erm... Half yea half nope
10. Been depressed: Erm... Half half
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue family
13. Red family
14. Black + White = Zebra!!

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: New friend?? Erm... Not sure yet
16. Fallen out of love: Almost
17. Laughed until you cried: Yea
18. Met someone who changed you: I wanted to
19. Found out who your true friends were: Almost
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Always there was people talking about me
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost?
23. How many kids do you want?: Not yet in that situation
24. Do you have any pets: Nope.. But I want to have a puppy named Lucky
25. Do you want to change your name: If my name not giving me luck
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Erm.. skipped my group meeting with my supervisor and face the laptop whole day.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30a.m.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping soundly in my room
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Wakaka.. Every of my friends know it.. I can't wait to go Korea and be a singer!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Before she went out
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Become what I want in just a second.
32. What are you listening to right now : Kiss The Rain by Yiruma
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yea and I hated him so much.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Not able to achieve my dream!
35. Most visited webpage: Yahoo!, Facebook, Blogspot, Quainte
36. Whats your real name: Real name according to my I/C? Lee Su Yi
37. Nicknames: Zoe, babyzoe, baby, piggie, "sui" by my sister which means 'miss beauty', banana
38. Relationship Status: single and currently not willing to be available
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini.. A double personality girl!!!
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: SKJAP (Sek. Keb. Jalan Air Panas) Wow! I still remember the name!
42. Secondary School?: SMK(P)AP (Sek. Men. Keb (P) Air Panas)
43. High school/college?: SMK Maxwel, SHS (Setapak High School) & Multimedia College
44. Hair colour: Dark brown + black
45. Long or short: Middle length
46. Height: not really sure...between 160 cm and 170 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Always.. SS501 ma... Wakaka... No la.. This year almost but manage to pull back... Hehe..
48: What do you like about yourself?: Able to catch up things very fast but sometimes being very blur
49. Piercings: I had 1 on my ear.. But this year no new piercing because mummy don't let me having 2 piercing on my ears..
50. Tattoos: Nope
51. Righty or lefty: Righty... Too bad I'm not lefty becaouse people say lefty is very intelligent..

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Tooth surgery end of 2005
53. First piercing: End of 2002
54. First best friend: Don't know where already.. by the way, who is that?? Haha
55. First sport you joined: 100m and 4 x 100m
56. First vacation: as I remember, Jakarta but when I look at those pictures daddy took, I was in Singapore but that time I was only 2 - 3 year old..
58. First pair of trainers: None

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: Nope
61. I'm about to: Going to the toilet
62. Listening to: Kiss The Rain by Yiruma
63. Waiting on: my lecture to inform me when is the class

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: Depends
65. Get Married?: Depends
66. Career?: Singer in Korea!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Not sure
70. Older or Younger: Depends
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Not sure
73. Sensitive or loud: Not sure
74. Hook-up or relationship: At the moment no
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Not sure

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Wine??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yea.. after I took my contacts..
79. Sex on first date: Crazy!! NO!!!
80. Broken someone's heart: Always.. Oops... No one want me already :(
82. Been arrested: Nope
83. Turned someone down: The other way round got la...
84. Cried when someone died: Yea... grandpa and both grandma
85. Fallen for a friend?: Doesn't that a friend always be the victim? Wakaka

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yea!
87. Miracles: Yea..
88. Love at first sight: Not really.. Haven't try it.. Hehe..
89. Heaven: Yea
90. Santa Claus: Is it if I believe then I can get a present from Santa?? Then, YES!!!
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope
92. Angels: Yea..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
95. Did you sing today?: Everyday did that
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: During April's Fool? Got once when I was about to do my assignment on creating an album, I told my friends that I'm going to be a singer and all of them believe me! ^^
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back to primary.. and then tell mummy that I want to be a singer in Korea ^^
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Now, yes because afraid of replacing other in someone's place and treated him like how I wanted to treat that someone
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nope. Since it is from Joseph, I just post it as "100 Question given by Joseph"

Monday, June 15, 2009

Happy Birthday to 3 person!!!

Today is my 3 friends birthday!!! Kin Kiat, Aida and Syafiq... Knew Kin Kiat during my National Service... Aida is my coursemate + classmate + rival in exam!!! Syafiq is also my coursemate + classmate + my course male representative... I am the female representative... Hehe...

Happy birthday to them all ^^

May they have their greatest day ever!!!!

A dream of SS501?? No!! No!!

Wakaka... Not really dream of them.. I just dream of me getting my letters back.. The funny thing is, I get back all the letters I wrote to SS501 but I lost the envelope which I had my address written there... But when I shake the envelop, a piece of paper drop out... In that paper was written something quite long which I don't remember what it is... But the weird 1 is this piece of paper is written by Theeran, my head prefect when I was in Form 5... Why weird?? Of course weird... The letters are from Korea but why inside the envelope have that piece of letter from Theeran?? haha...

Weird dream~

Finally Understand

I finally understand the reason why I rejected the guys who are after me... I feel so sorry for my past... I was so selfish last time... I am really sorry to them... I eventually had them replaced that someone in my heart... It is very unfair for them... But that someone had gave me an impact where I can't accept others... Haiz... When only I will forget him!!!! He also got girlfriend already la... Forget him!!!!! Never going to think about it... I only will face him when there is a primary friends gathering... Other than that, no!!!!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Compress 38 Hours of Lecture Into 1 week?

Have you ever heard of compressing 7 lecture week into 1 week?? No, right.. This is my first time heard it.. It is because my previous lecturer problem that causes all of my coursemate went to complaint her and finally our coordinator decided to change a new lecturer for us.. This is the first time I heard and experience it... Argh!! How can all of us try to score in final?? 38 hours of lecture in 1 week.. That suppose to be 38 hours of lecture in 7 weeks... Now we all are rushing like crazy... I feel so tired!! Only 2 days and I already feel tired.. Physically tired... Mentally keep me strong but I really want to have some rest because I had classed in since the morning today...

Next week already our revision week... Whole week will be at home... But evening only will go to college for our night classes... Haiz... 5.30pm until 8.30pm.. That is for weekdays only... Saturday (tomorrow and next Saturday) 8 hours!!! I don't know how am I going to survive in this semester!!! Help!!!

1 more case... I first see at the notice board about our time-table for our final exam yesterday, I saw both of my e-commerce and object oriented software development are on the same day which is 24th June 2009 but 1 at 9.00a.m. and 1 is 2.30p.m.. Same day.. But today when I take my exam slip, it changed!! Object oriented changed to Tuesday (23rd June 2009)!! 1 day earlier!! How can!! That means that I only have 11 days to learn everything about object oriented and revise all of them!! This time really dying!!

A Dream of KyuJong

The first thing that came to my mind at the moment when I woke up this morning is I had a dream... I dream of SS501's Kim KyuJong... Same like the previous dream I had about Kim HyungJun.. Both also chatting.. But this one seems to be somewhere else... I can't really recall it now.. But I remember I saw KyuJong and me chatting somewhere... But somehow I still wish this dream is real... But I know it won't happen to be like what I wished for because my bro said if those dream you remember after you woke up, it actually won't happen in real life... It is just a dream... Not dejavu..

:(

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Thanks, Kin Kiat~

Lately I keep disturbing my friend, Kin Kiat.. Sometimes I find it funny to chat with him.. Although he is busy all the while, but he stills entertains me... But this reminds me of Alan... Both of them also always busy and will entertains me a while although they have tons of assignments to do that time... But I won't disturb them... I'm understanding... I don't want to be someone who is annoying to all my friends..

Kin Kiat.. Although I keep telling you that I will hurt people if I have relationship with them, actually I'm just lying to myself.. I know that the guy that I like won't like me the way I do.. I just want to find a reason to reject people and not letting myself fall in love with him.. This hurt me more than I hurt the person I like.. But I'm willing to suffer like this because I am those who won't express own feeling toward the person I like type... I will only keep it to myself.. You not bad actually... Although you have a lot of assignments to do, but you still can think of jokes to make me happy... Don't say that no girls will like a busy guy like you... Maybe there are girls who likes you... Just you too concentrate in your work and you forgetting your surroundings... Haha... You'll find your Miss Right when the time comes~ Hehe...

By the way, thanks, Kin Kiat... It is a great laugh last Monday... If you send your driver here, I will definitely go Mars and visit you... Wakaka...

p/s: Please don't misunderstood all I wrote here... I didn't intend to like Kin Kiat.. I like him as a friend only... No others...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Change Lecturer??

!4 days more I will be sitting for my final exam in college.. 14 days... Not long to come... But in these 14 days, many things can happen... Just like what I want to say for today.. I will have my Object Oriented Software Development lecturer changed last minute.. Well, I can't say anything about this... I almost cried in the class today because of my coursemates.. Almost.. In the same computer laboratory... Since I promised myself won't cry in front of anyone, then I won't.. They like to scold the lecturer in front of me and assuming that I am the lecturer.. I feel like crying at that moment because they never consider my situation.. I have to inform everyone about the class and have to confirm with the lecturer about it.. But all they say is "I won't go to that bloody fucking class" and "I don't care whether that class is on or not".. If they want to scold or complaint or want to say anything, please don't do it in front of me.. It is quite not fair to me.. I've been very good to them but every time when something happens, they will find me and complaint at me as if scolding me...

Sometimes I really can't stand them but all I can do is just ignore everything they say to me.. Since I only left almost 5 months here.. After 20th November 2009, I won't be meeting them.. Then, I can finally chase my dream~ May my dream come true~

No Dinner!

Wakaka... Yesterday I didn't eat my dinner actually.. Well, for the whole day, I only ate 2 slices of bread + ham + egg for breakfast and also half slice of my sister's birthday cake and a cup of coffee + Milo for lunch... And I had my lunch around 5 p.m. Hehe... Then I went for a nap... When I woke up, mummy already had our dinner half way done.. But when daddy come back, he bought us durian... I just stay in the room whole day.. Hehe... I didn't eat anything since then... Hehe... I'm not hungry at all that time... Hehe...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Happy 4th Anniversary SS501

8th June was SS501's 4th Anniversary.. Happy 4th Anniversary, SS501~ Forgotten to put this post yesterday.. I will upload the video I made here sometime... Hehe... I'm still editing the video~

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Slurppie in the car~

Today went to eat vegetarian food at the temple neat Citibank at Jalan Ampang with family... After our brunch, daddy order some fried bananas and sticky cakes and also curry puffs and we go to take it at Brickfields... Both my brothers and I went to the 7-11 and get some slurppie~ Then we head to Jusco, Wangsa Maju.. while in the car, I took picture of my sister and my brother and me drinking the slurppie~

Bro drinking 2 slurppie~

Sis too~

Me and sis having our couple drink~

Shopping at Endah Parade, Bukit Jalil

Yesterday I went shopping with my family at Endah Parade.. Erm.. Nothing much to see there... Maybe it is because that yesterday is a public holiday and not many shops open, so nothing to shop there... But my brother manage to shop there... A place where he always wanted to go.. Glossy System Enterprise.. It I'm not mistaken with the shop name.. It is located at 3rd floor in Endah Parade.. Well, you must be guessing why I say there is a place where my brother always wanted to go, right? Haha.. It is because his favorite Gundam are sold there, the price there are slightly cheaper than those shops in Times Square and Sungei Wang and all are originally by BanDai..

He got himself 6 boxes of 3 Kingdom Gundam.. No.1 to No.6.. Don't ask me for the names.. I don't know anything about Gundam and the names for the Gundam my brother bought... The only 1 I know and remember is Aegis.. I remember this Gundam because I signed for the SkyNet!! He made me waited for this parcel to arrive home and he called home since 2 days in the noon before the parcel arrive.. He must love it the most.. Erm.. Heard that he spend RM90 for this Aegis.. I think is because of the SkyNet thingy.. Well, delivered from Seremban to Kuala Lumpur.. Of course charge la... Wakaka...

My sister and I manage to get a pair of sunglasses for RM25 each (which made it RM50).. Haha... Both of us always wanted to find those kind of sunglasses.. And now we got it.. Hmm.. Next time go vacation sure will wear it and I will wear my contact lenses (That's because I ordered colored lenses from Mei Yuen for RM18 a pair).. Hehe... That will be my first colored lenses...

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Happy Birthday Sis!!

Happy birthday to my sister~ Today is her birthday.. Not fair!! Her birthday got birthday cake and got people sing song and got candle to blow... But my birthday I had nothing... Only got a cake but that cake also cut on the next day (not during my birthday)... Unfortunately I didn't get the chance to take a picture of the cake.. Sis say she don't want to take that picture because the writing not nice.. Wakaka... But I can tell that it is a strawberry chocolate cake from Secret Recipe..

Yesterday I was quite tired after having a mini outing with Kee at Times Square... I was feeling sleepy and quite dizzy at night but I still wait until 12a.m. just to wish my sister "Happy Birthday" in facebook (she was in the living room with the computer and I in the room with my laptop) but she already log out her facebook when I wished her.. She didn't see my message!!! I wasted my time waiting for it and she don't know about it!! How can!! During my birthday, she also didn't wish me "Happy Birthday".. No present from her also... How can!!

Happy Birthday HyunJoong!!


Happy Birthday to HyunJoong(현중) from SS501.. Today is his 23nd birthday!! May 현중 had his great birthday for the whole day and he cherish every moment with his loves ones... Although that my message to him does not reach him, but I still will put my messages here because I believe that one day he will come across my blog and read my blog.. One day... And that day will come to me.. And when that day comes, I will be close with him...

Happy Birthday to you, 현중...

Friday, June 5, 2009

Mini Outing with Kee~

Why I say call it "Mini Outing"? That's because she planned to have lunch with her ex-colleague and print her pictures and then go for her tuition at Kasturi at 4.20p.m. but all these didn't really work.. Wakaka...

I wanted to go to the post office to post letter to someone special for me.. Kee told me that there is a post office at Times Square but I don't know where is it.. I only know 1 post office located in Sungei Wang.. Since I'm going to Times Square to meet her up there,so she lead me the way to the post office located in Times Square... Hopefully I remember that post office location and will go there for more time~

Hmm... Today I spent quite a lot also... Well, once I went to My Star Trading, I sure will get something from there... I bought 2 mobile phone straps (check the previous post) for RM 34.20... My lunch there was RM14.90 because I ate Italian spaghetti... Bought 3 necklace for RM20 and 4 earrings for RM10... The postage fee is only RM2.70.. Then I purposely go buy envelope but only cost me RM1.50... A pocket mirror for RM7.90.. Well, since I was in Times Square, I get a mirror for myself because my previous mirror was broke (I sat on it accidentally and broke it during my mini gathering with my secondary friends)...

But today I really tired because I walk form Times Square to Sungei Wang, then back to Times Square.. Not only me alone... I walk with Kee... Haha... Kee told me that she spent 3 hours in the food court accompany 3 people... 1st was Cian, then another ex-colleague, and lastly me.. Haha... Hmm... Today is the first time going for a walk with her.. But she skipped her class!!! 2 class!! Economy class and Mathematics 1 class... Naughty... But she accompany me for 3 hours... Should I say her good or naughty?? I also don't know what to say... But I really feel it nice to have a walk with her... This is really a sister walk... Elder sister bring the younger sister out~ I am the elder one but she show me the post office I wanted to go... Haha... Well, she was working at Times Square before this.. So, it is possible for her to know all these... ^^

Hope the letter I sent reached my special ones~

Star + Moon pendant~



This is actually a mobile phone strap.. But this strap's pendant is originally from the drama 꽃보다 남자 (Kkotboda NamJa a.k.a Boys Over Flower).. In this drama, this pendant is a necklace pendant but mine here is a mobile phone strap.. But soon, I will transform it to be something different... Maybe a earring or a bracelet.. Hehe.. But have to wait until I got free time to do it and when I got the items to transform it.. Hehe.. And in the drama, this pendant diamonds are white but mine here is pink and red.. Guess this is property of mine.. Wakaka..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A Clip to SS501

Finally I finish a video clip for SS501's 4th Anniversary.. Haha.. It is not important but I just feel like doing it... Previously I did few for TVXQ and also my friends.. So, this time I do for SS501.. But they will never knew that I did this for them.. There are so many fans out there and their skills are better than mine.. I only know how to produce a picture slide show using Windows Movie Maker.. Well, that's the basic and the only thing that I'm familiar with.. Hehe..

I wanted to create something new using flash but my flash skills seems faded already, so I didn't use it~ Hehe~ I try to upload it somewhere and post it here.. ^^

사랑인거죠 (Sarangingeojyo) - YoungSaeng Solo

Love of my life 처음만났던 날
Love of my life... ch'eo-eummannattdeon nal
When I first met the love of my life
그대의 밝은 미소를 보았죠
keudaeui parkeun misoreul boattjyo
and my sight came upon that glowing smile

love is my life 웃던 그대는 나와 어느새 가까워진거죠
love is my life utdeon keudaeneun nawa eoneusae kakkaweojingeojyo
love is my life, that laughter of yours quickly became close to me

우린 항상 많은 시간들을
urin hangsang manheun sigandeuleul
We stayed strong through many times

함께 하면서 서로를 얘기 했었죠
hamkke hamyeonseo seororeul yaegi haesseottjyo
Together while talking to each other

이제서야 기억은 말해요
ijeseoya kieokeun marhaeyo
Now saying those memories...

그대와 했던 시간들 내겐 행복이라고
keudaewa haettdeon sigandeul naegen haengbokirago
Being with you all those times made me so happy

Can you feel my love for you 사랑인 거죠
Can you feel my love for you... sarangin geojyo
Can you feel my love for you, it's not love

이미 그댄 사랑할수 없는
imi keudae sarangharsu eoptneun
I cannot love you anymore

보고 싶어요 속삭이듯 외쳐보지만 어디있죠 그대는
pogo sip'eoyo soksagideut oech'yeobojiman eodiittjyo keudaeneun
I miss you, I shouted my whispers but where are you?

난 그대만 보여요 내가 이렇게 애원하고 있는데
nan keudaeman boyeoyo naega ireohke aeweonhago ittneunde
You're the only thing I see because inside I wanted it to be like this

오 그대는 어딜보나요 곁에 내가 있죠
oh, keudaeneun eodilbonayo kyeot'e naega ittjyo
Oh, I don't see you anywhere near me anymore

이제는 사랑한다고 말할수도 없겠죠
ijeneun saranghandago marhalsudo eoptkettjyo
I could say I love you, but I don't

Can you feel my love for you 사랑인 거죠
Can you feel my love for you... sarangin geojyo
Can you feel my love for you, it's not love

이미 그댄 사랑할수 없는
imi keudae sarangharsu eoptneun
I cannot love you anymore

보고 싶어요 속삭이듯 외쳐보지만 어디있죠 그대는
pogo sip'eoyo soksagideut oech'yeobojiman eodiittjyo keudaeneun
I miss you, I shouted my whispers but where are you?

보고 싶다고 사랑한다고 깊은맘속에 그대가있어요
bogo sip'dago saranghantago kip'eunmamsoge keudaegaisseoyo
I missed you, I loved you, and you're deep within my heart now

그런 사랑과는 다른 또다른 사랑보다
keureon saranggwaneun tareun ttodareun sarangboda
It seemed I was in love, but I saw another kind of love

깊은 그대 생각에 맘이 아파요
kip'eun keudae saenggake mami ap'ayo
It hurts my heart to think of you so deeply

두손모아요 그대가 보고플땐
tuson moayo keudaega bogop'eulttaen
Putting both hands together, when I think of you

光 (Hikari) - KyuJong Solo

柔らかな光 僕の肩を包み込んで羽根になる
yawara kana hikari boku no kata wo tsutsumi kon de hane ni naru
the gentle and warm light is surrounding my shoulders turning into wings

一人きりじゃない
hitori kiri ja nai
(I am) not alone

温もりが魔法かけた
nukumori ga mahou kaketa
The warmth will put out magic

時に折れそうな心を 僕らは越えていく
tokini oresou na kokoro wo bokura wa koete iku
we will overcome the heart that meets challenges

これからも共に奏でていく未来
kore kara mo tomoni kana dete iku mirai
from now on let’s perform our future

いつまでも永遠に
itsu mademo towa ni
No matter when Forever

僕らの間に 光が溢れるように
bokurano aida ni hikari ga afureru youni
Let light shine between us

同じ月の下 同じ星を見上げていた 遠い夏
onaji tsuki no shita onaji hoshi wo miage teita toui natsu
the summer far away once were under the same moon looking at the same stars

ただひとつの夢 遥かなる旅を誓った
tada hitotsu no yume haru ganaru tabi wo chikatta
just for one dream the vow started a journey far away

時に折れそうな心を僕らは信じてる
tokini oresouna kokoro wo bokurawa shinji teru
we should trust our hearts which go through many challenges

変わらない想い 染まっていく未来
kawaranai omoi somatte iku mirai
the thoughts that won’t change painting out future

新たなる季節 僕らのまわりに
arata naru kisetsu bokura no mawarini
the new season is surrounding us

しあわせきらめくように
shiawase kira meku youni
letting happiness shine and illuminate

いまはまだ届かない あの場所へ
ima wa mada todokanai ano bashohe
still haven’t reached that place yet

その先へ
sono saki he
it’s just ahead

きっとこれからも共に奏でていく未来
kitto korekaramo tomoni kanadete iku mirai
from today on, (we) will perform (our) future

いつまでも永遠に
itsumademo towa ni
No matter when Forever

僕らの間に 光が溢れるように
bokurano aida ni hikari ga afureru youni
Let light shine between us

この夢が咲き誇るように
kono yume ga saki hokoru youni
letting our flower of dreams to blossom

All My Love

[HyunJoong]
昨日までここになかった花が咲くように
kinou made koko ni nakatta hana ga saku youni
Until yesterday, flowers never bloomed quite like this
微笑みは二人の気持ち、必ずつないでくれるよ
hohoemi wa futari no kimochi kanarazu tsunaide kureruyo
The smiles a couple shares, I can definately relate to that feeling

[HyungJun]
心が寂しさなら、逃げられない時も
kokoro ga samishisa nara nigerarenai tokimo
Even with a lonely heart, I cannot run away

[KyuJong]
それ以上の幸せ、きっと君にあげるから
sore izou no shiawase kitto kimi ni ageru kara
You certainly will find even more happiness

[YoungSaeng]
あふれる夜空にひとつ輝いてる光でいてほしい
afureru yozora ni hitotsu kagayaiteru hikari de itte hoshii
One person is dazzling with overflowing light in the nightsky
これから始まる夢を永遠にもっともっと抱きしめよう
kore kara hajimaru yume o eien ni (motto, motto)... dakishimeyou...
I must start to dream of forever holding you very close

[YoungSaeng]
温もりに委ねながら言葉に迷いかけても
nukumori ni yudane nagara kotoba ni mayoi kaketemo
Although my body was given warmth, I couldn't find the words
君が思うよりも君を好きになれる
kimi ga omou yori mo kimi o suki ni nareru
I love you a lot more than you think

[JungMin]
名前を呼び合う声, 零れそうな涙
namae o yobiau koe, kobore souna namida
Voices calling each of our names, but it seems like nothing but tears

[HyunJoong]
今以上の幸せ、きっと僕が守るから
ima izou no shiawase, kitto boku ga mamoru kara
I must make you happier than now, I will protect you

[YoungSaeng]
生まれた世界にひとつめぐり合えた奇跡でいてほしい
umareta sekai ni hitotsu meguri aeta kiseki de itte hoshii
I want to meet that single miracle born into this world
これから続く未来も永遠にずっとずっとずっと
kore kara tsuzuku mirai mo eien ni (zutto zutto) zutto...
I want to continue into the future forever and ever

[YoungSaeng]
離れない
hanarenai...
Don't leave me~

[All]
All my love for you~

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Saturday I No Holiday!?

This whole week I will only go college 2 days.. First, I only go on Thursday which is for my Project 1 briefing on chapter 3.. But now, I have to go to college on Saturday for the replacement class.. But this Saturday is public holiday leh... How can!! Steal my holiday already... Haiz...

Tomorrow No Object Oriented again~

This evening, my Object Oriented lecturer called to inform me that tomorrow's Object Oriented Software Development cancel and postponed to this Saturday (6th June 2009) at 9 a.m. and the class will end quite late.. She was admitted to hospital last week.. Hope she is fine.. To me, it is fine to start the class early and end the class late but to others, I don't know what they think..

Why? Honestly, 22nd June until 26th June will be our examination week.. We started our semester 6 on 27th April 2009 but until now, we only entered 2 classes.. Suppose is 3 class (6 hours) in a week.. But until now, we only had total less than 6 hours class in 5 week excluding this week.. Based on our lecturer, she want us to develop a database project uding object oriented but I don't think we can do it anymore because all of us only left 2 weeks of lecture week.. 15th June to 19th June is our revision week (which equal to our 1 week holiday before exam) and normally some lecturer will not use that week to complete all our classes but some lecturer which the topic haven't finish, they will use it to finish it.. I know my course mate don't want to go to college to study during this revision week but sometime really have to.. I also don't like going to college nowadays..

Ever since I'm out of college's hostel, I feel so lazy to go college.. If can, I only will go college during class.. Other than that, I will just stay at home.. Most of my time at home is online chatting with my friends, facebooking and also blogging.. Nothing else to do already.. Wahaha..

Back to my topic, I still haven't do my object oriented assignment!! Have to do it tomorrow already otherwise, I will forgot.. Hehe..

Monday, June 1, 2009

Boring Monday (1st June)

What a boring day today... Whole day online doing nothing.. Aik?? Got la... I registered in earthstores.com to create a e-commerce website for my e-commerce final project.. Although that website only provide me 30 days trial, I still will do it properly until it looks like is a real e-commerce website.. Wahaha.. I will sell cakes there... Hehe... But pictures will take from the internet also la... Wakaka...

When night time came, my brother hit me with his bolster!! Both my brothers also like to hit me.. They like to attack my butt with the bolster.. Pity me.. Always got hit from them.. Huhu...

Tomorrow no class again~ Today already whole day no class.. Tomorrow no briefing for Project 1.. Hehe.. Can online whole day again~ Hehe.. Got more time for me to write letter and blogging.. Hehe.. Hopefully I can blog more la... Nowadays lack of ideas to create a blog post.. That's why not everyday come and update already...

Tell me what you readers want to know about.. Hehe.. I try my best to get the news.. But with 1 rule.. No politic issues.. I hate to do that... Wakaka.. Next time I will try to create a name for my readers.. Hehe.. Like a fan club name.. Hehe.. ^^

My 20th Birthday Cake~

Anticipating to eat the cake..

Wahaha.. For the first time I ask my brother to take this picture for me.. Normally I won't take picture like this.. I only will take picture of my cake but this time I want to take a picture with my birthday cake.. Well, This birthday cake I only ate 1 piece.. Hehe..

To me, this birthday cake doesn't belong to me.. Totally no mood to eat this cake.. Haha... Hope next year I can get better la.. Hehe... ^^

29th May Mini Gathering

Top: Mei Yuen, Ying Wei, Fishy, Zoe, Ashley
Bottom: Chooi Yin, Mandy, Doraemy, Coomie

This is the latest picture of me with my secondary school friends. This picture was taken on 29th May 2009 at Cannes Restaurant or a Cafe but is located at Genting Klang..

First of all, I thought this gathering is special for me and they wanted to celebrate my birthday secretly to give me a surprise because Mei Yuen send me a message on my birthday and say there will be a mystery guest.. That's why I thought that the mystery guest is me.. But at the end, the mystery guest is not me but is Chooi Yin.. Well, all of us too long never see her.. Always call her for outing but she never come out.. Since now is their university's semester break and she is back here, so Mei Yuen asked her to come out together with us..

After 2 years, her hair grew long.. Even longer and straighter than mine.. Wahaha...