Sunday, March 14, 2010

14 March 2010

Now is 22.22 pm... It's raining now... It will be nice to sleep tonight but don't know whether tomorrow can wake up in the morning to go to work or not...

Today... Whole day nothing to do... Watch drama and reading manga only... But somehow, I think of him once in a while leh... I thought that I will be able to chat with him anytime the whole day but no... Even until now also didn't see him online... I wanted to messaged him but don't know what to say... Afraid that he will say I'm annoying.. What should I do?? Haiz... Maybe I should never think of him again actually... He and me... Totally different world... Right... Might just leave everything back to usual... Just don't put any feelings into him or else I will be suffering like the "9 years"....

I will never think about it again... Just hope that tomorrow at work I won't see his name in the documents or files or anything in office... Or else, I'm not able to work properly... I will be in a total mess once I saw his name... Just can't figure it why...

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