31 March 2010

Today met Terrence... Well, just the time I'm going out to buy my lunch with Janey, Terrence sat at the entrance with 2 more student council member... But he is the one sitting facing the main road... I noticed that was him that time but I didn't call him or anything... But when I wanted to go and buy soya bean, I thought of getting 1 for him also since he is here... I messaged him and asked him whether he want to drink or not and it's my treat but he replied me when I was on the way back to office.. Then, he still sitting there on the entrance, he seems happy because got people treat him a drink.. But I asked him to walk together with me to the stall at Lebuh Ampang... He still want to bully me... Haiz... But OK also la... Get to joke and know about him a little bit... ^^

But he say I work here but seems so free because can walk to Lebuh Ampang just for a drink.... (=.=")

29 March 2010

Just came back from Singapore yesterday and today have to go work... What a tired life!! Not enough rest but still have to go to work... :(

At least got to see sister Sharon's baby... Baby Joy.. So cute~ Kawaii~ She really look like her father...

25 March 2010

Preparing to go Singapore tomorrow night after work!!

20 March 2010

Early in the morning tomorrow will be leaving for Penang with family... It's a family trip... We will be back to KL on Tuesday night...

19 March 2010

Today I cleaned 1 compactor!! From first rack to the fifth rack... Since I so this since the morning, I really didn't notice that the time passes so fast... Haha... Very busy o...

At night, I finally got to chat with Terrence for the first time... But he teased, bully, and lecture me since the start... Huhu...

18 March 2010

Today got a new colleague enter exam department.. Everyone is jealous about her because our big boss himself bring her go all places and introduce to her everything that he never did to all of them before this.. Well, jealous or not I don't know la because everyone sounds like joking... I guess they are just joking la... We exam department staff all very nice 1... Very less got serious normally... But once exam coming or result time, everyone will be very stress...

17 March 2010

For the whole day, my work is only filing.. Yes... Filing... Filing... Filing and filing... No other work for me already... I got 1 order this evening from my boss.. She want me and Malini to go up to the store room and clean up all the files... Filing again!!! I also don't know what to say when I first saw the store room... Just have to be prepare lor... Prepare t-shirt, pants, masks and hair band... Better prepare it and leave it in office tomorrow... Who knows suddenly boss ask me and Malini go and clean them... Haiz.. Please don't make it this week la...

Today, I didn't saw Terrence anywhere... Well, it is kinda difficult for me to stalk him actually... Since he is a degree students in SEGi and busy man, I definitely can't stalk him like the way I stalk "him"... Only if I know his schedule and close to him... Argh!!! I want him number!!! Kim~ Can give me his number?? But before that, do you have his number?? Haha...

Had a great chat with Anthony~ Thanks ya~

16 March 2010

Hello, everyone~ How are you today?? I've been very tired... Whole day walking here and there taking and giving documents for the MQA visit tomorrow and Thursday... Looks like tomorrow and Thursday have to be well dressed up... Huhu... Cannot simply wear liao... But only for these 2 days I will be very nice to everyone... After the MQA people leave, I will back to normal~ ☆-( ^-ﾟ)v

Today, I saw Terrence when I'm on my way out of Mr. Rajan's printing room... He was in the lift... First of all I didn't notice... I thought of entering the lift but I didn't because I saw the lift was kind of full and that's why I didn't get in... But actually still can be fit few people in... When I was at the staircase, the lift open again and he saw me... Both of our expression are the same and his are funny to me... That is because both of us feel like "where I see you before" and "ah... it's you.." style... That's why I found it funny... Cute la... But don't know when I will get his number leh?? Got quite a lot of things to ask him... Hehe.... Terrence... (*^.^*)

By the way, today I met "him" again... I messaged him but he didn't reply me... (｀×´)\ At the end when I want to go back, saw him helping the students.. Then co-incidentally walk by his side leh... (≧▽≦) Very happy and I slightly hit on his shoulder and he just say 2 word to me.. "Eh?! Hello.." and then leave liao... Haiz... Thought can talk to him more but looks like we can't... I don't know why I just can't chat with guys if want me to find a topic to chat... Why can't they ask me thing rather than leaving me to talk all the time?? And say I'm talkative... Talk nonstop... Haiz... (*v.v)｡

Just hope tomorrow will be a better day for me... Can't wait to meet Terrence...

15 March 2010

Today at work, really nothing for me to do... I got nothing to do... Keep looking and keep searching for works... They say got work for me but need to use the photostat machine to print out the things and the machine is down for the whole day... So, I was left out without a work... Who ask me to finished my work fast leh.... Getting bored at work... No one chat with me during work... No one talk to me also... Why last time I got the enthusiasm to work in exam department but now already feel like nothing??

Nowadays, I keep thinking of him... I wanted to messaged him but afraid that he will feel me annoying and hate me... What should I do?? Should I just forget everything about this since he don't know that I'm starting to like him and act like nothing had happened?? I don't think I can make it... I think someone should tell me what to do... Everyday also wished to get to see him although I already know that he is not working on that day...

。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ Really feel like crying out loud sometimes...

15 March 2010 @ 4.32pm

Sssooooooo boring!!! Finally got a little work from Kak Rina... But don't think these work will last long since I complete it quite fast...

Suddenly feel like I'm missing him a lot!!!! How?? What can I do?? Call him?? No... I not able to do that... Not enough courage to give him a call yet...

14 March 2010

Now is 22.22 pm... It's raining now... It will be nice to sleep tonight but don't know whether tomorrow can wake up in the morning to go to work or not...

Today... Whole day nothing to do... Watch drama and reading manga only... But somehow, I think of him once in a while leh... I thought that I will be able to chat with him anytime the whole day but no... Even until now also didn't see him online... I wanted to messaged him but don't know what to say... Afraid that he will say I'm annoying.. What should I do?? Haiz... Maybe I should never think of him again actually... He and me... Totally different world... Right... Might just leave everything back to usual... Just don't put any feelings into him or else I will be suffering like the "9 years"....

I will never think about it again... Just hope that tomorrow at work I won't see his name in the documents or files or anything in office... Or else, I'm not able to work properly... I will be in a total mess once I saw his name... Just can't figure it why...

12 March 2010

Today "headmaster" and "penolong kanan" not around... But I can't be naughty because "disciplinary teacher" around.. Today also no meet him... Well, I already know it but still expect to meet him anywhere in SEGi... But don't know why this few day, when ever I saw his name when I was doing my work, I just can't focus on my work... My work seems to be in a mess... I even messaged him this morning and tell him about this honestly but he din reply me back... Guess is either he haven't wake up or he having class or he don't know what to reply me back... Hope he just don't avoid me then can already... What happen to me actually?? Last time during my Alan stories, I didn't even like this... I can be very calm.. But now not leh... Life seems to be in a mess and don't know what to say...

11 March 2010

At 1st no work... ask for work from rina and she asked me to do filing d broad sheets and den sharmi oso wan me to file d broadsheets for other diplomas too... but b4 i done d nursing 1, i edi assigned to rose's courier stuffs to moderator... after my lunch, tee called me n v went to library find kavia... actually kavia n frenz doing their assignments n work came to me non-stop!!

10 March 2010

Got to chat with him when I was about time to leave office... And I finally got his name card~ Can disturb him on phone already~ ^^

This will be the first time I talk to him... After I check out of work, I find him on his work place... At first, I thought he was on the phone... I said in my heart, "If he was on the phone, then don't want disturb him and just get his name card and leave".. But when I was on the way out, he put down d phone and he looked like wanted to call again... I go n knock on the table and he look at me and give me his name card... ^^

And I found out that in February exam, he not only got 1 paper... He actually got 3... But why that day he told me he got 1 paper leh?? Perhaps he forgot?? Nevermind la... Not important anymore...

I asked him many things.. I just can't believe that he will say "kidding" to me when I say "If suddenly I tell you that I like you and what you say? I got nothing to attract you, so don't like me"... I really don't know what to say already la.. It looks like he just don't want me to like him or something like that...

一生中最愛

如果痴痴的等某日
終於可等到一生中最愛
誰介意你我這段情
每每碰上了意外不清楚未來
何曾願意
我心中所愛
每天要孤單看海

寧願一生都不說話
都不想講假說話欺騙你
留意到你我這段情
你會發覺間隔著一點點距離
無言地愛
我偏不敢說
說一句想跟你一起

如真, 如假, 如可分身飾演自己
會將心中的溫柔獻出給你唯有的知己
如痴, 如醉,還盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分離我都想你
我真的想你

如果痴痴的等某日終於可等到
一生中最愛

8 March 2010

Today is the last day of February Examination in SEGi... Even until the last day of exam I still never got the chance to meet him during exam and not even got a chance to invigilate him during exam... Hope that May Examination I can get the chance to be the invigilator for his exam.. Just once already enough because may exam will be the last exam I might be able to invigilate... Mostly I will work at SEGi until June because I will start my degree life in July (if I successfully enter local university) and leave SEGi... I definitely will miss each and everyone here... Especially exam department staffs and also him~ By the way, I just only got to chat with him on MSN... o(^^o)(o^^)o Very happy~

It's kinda late now... Better get going now... Go to sleep already la... See whether tomorrow I got time to put on my purple lenses or not... Hehe... Since exam ends, no one will notice at my eyes... Hehe... ^^

6 Hours of Invigilation

For the first time, I went for invigilation for 6 hours... Usually I just went for release only... For about 15 to 20 minutes... But this time onwards, I will be invigilating~ Nice experience... Since I was a student not long ago, I at least know students' behavior during exam... But luckily no copy case... If not, I really don't know how to handle them... I guess I will be calling exam department and ask for help... Haha...

UAD Invigilation

This morning I was asked to invigilate University of Abertay Dundee (UAD) students class test... I'm sure that in that exam room, I am the youngest among all the students... I thought this will be a very bored invigilation... Got a student named Matthew kacau me after exam.. He keep telling me his name and asked me mine as well.. I at last told him when I was on my way down the stairs... But I'm sure after this both of us will not be meeting with each other...

A nice experience... For all these while, I never had students talked to me wanting to know me... Good... Good... It's a good start~ But too bad I will leave SEGi after June 2010... Definitely miss many things here especially him~ Not this Matthew I'm talking here...

McDonald's Breakfast

This morning had breakfast with brother at the McDonald~

Yummy~

For those who never went into McDonald's for breakfast, I'm sure you don't know that they got this jam for customers who dine in...

Grape jam

But the thing is I not don't like eating jam... I just take home la... Wakaka...

Exam!!

Not my exam la... It's his exam... Don't know his exam is on morning or later at 2p.m. la... But I guess it was in morning because I saw him this early morning at his work place... All the best for his exam today~