Weird Dream Again

This morning I had weird dreams again... Actually not weird to all but only to me.. It is about Alan.. I met him in my dream again... I don't know but I think I saw this dream anywhere before because in this dream, it seems like Alan and me are very close to each other.. We acted like a couple but we are not... I follow a friend of mine to his school and I am a college student.. Since it is his school, I don't know where is where and he had to find his teacher for some important thing and his teacher saw me and asked me who am I and which class I was from.. I told her that I am a college student and not a student here.. Then she want to test my English level and she ask me to follow a English teacher to get the test.. I follow and got a file of English test paper and that teacher asked me to do it there.. That time I don't have any stationary with me.. I went out the room and I met with my friend.. Then, I told him that I want to leave and go for shopping..

When I was window shopping, I came to a shop which sell lots of accessories.. Then, I saw Alan walking alone when I was getting some accessories stuffs and I hit him on his arm when he walked passed by me.. He turn around and saw me.. Greet me and he walked a way.. But then he came back and put his arms around my neck although I got my friend there with me.. I asked him on his opinion on the accessories I chose and he commented.. Then he asked me to hold his mobile for him because he got to go to the gents and I just hold it.. Just holding it without checking what's in his mobile.. When he is done, he come to me again and left...

We met and he left for several times... Got once, I don't know when, he was very near to me.. He was very good to me too.. I asked him to kiss me on my cheek but he refused.. Like I mention earlier, we are not in a relationship... He know that I still got feeling towards him.. He already rejected me but he still act like this to me... Why?? I also wonder it myself..

All the above was what happened in my dream this morning... There is a question every time after I had dream about Alan... Why he like to appear in my dream but not in the reality?? I thought I already let go everything but why I still dream about him?? Looks like I have to leave the question without an answer again...