Car Wash!!

Yea.. Today my first time washing my sister's car with my daddy... Wahaha... Too desperate to drive her car already... Suddenly I go near my daddy and ask him whether I can help him to wash the car or not so that I can drive the car after that... Wakaka... But too bad... Daddy say I failed... Argh!!!! But never mind la... Not my car also... I don't care whether pass or fail... Wakaka...

My 3D Model - Unfinished Part 1

This is what I did for the whole day.. My modeling!! Not really done yet because still not colored and no eyes yet.. Wahaha...

My Print Screen!!

3D Assignment!! Pucca!!

Finally... Yes.. Finally I installed my 3D software and I am currently doing my assignment.. Since I don't know what character to draw/design, I just do my favorite Pucca.. Haha.. Thought Pucca is easy to do but actually not... Sob.. Or maybe because I don't know how to use the software yet, I have hard time when selecting the object.. Sob.. I can't select the object one by one to move it one by one... They keep sticking together... Argh!!! Regret do last minute... Never mind... Just finish it, edit it in photoshop and then print it tomorrow... Wakaka... The first time use 3D software already wanna cry because I do it all myself.. Not with lecturer help.. Hmmp!!

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya to all who celebrate... Wahaha... I didn't celebrate.. So, I just get the free public holiday... But since college con our mid term break, so they have to pay back!!! I'm getting holiday until 27th September 2009... Even so, I still will holiday... Why?? That's because my class is only on Monday 2.30 p.m. - 4.30 p.m., Tuesday 12.30 p.m. - 2.30 p.m. (optional) and Wednesday 8.30 a.m. - 10.30 a.m. only.. Thursday and Friday and after all the class, I am free.. But my project still not in any progress.. Haiz.. Imagine how am I going to graduate... Haiz... Where I will go after diploma??

Family & Friends

Sometimes it is quite difficult for me to say something to my family but I told my friends... Why?? I can simply tell my friend that I want to be a singer in South Korea.. I want to be on the stage with my idols... Most of my dream/future I want to be I can tell my friends but not my family... I just not able to tell them that I want to be a singer... I'm afraid that they will laugh at me... Especially my brother.. He will laugh at me for sure if I say I want to be a singer in South Korea... He will critic and laugh at me.. But if I tell my friends, they will support me.. They will tell me to go ahead and realized it and they will become my fans..

I don't know whether they say this is because they don't want to hurt my feelings or they really support me.. If they say this just because they don't want to hurt my feelings, then I really got nothing to say about it... But if they say this is because they really want me to have the passion to realized it and will became my fans one day, I really want to say thank you for them and I will never forget them..

Few told me "If you really become a singer, then I got an artist friend already.." and "I want your free autographed CD.." I don't know how to respond to them because not every singer can give away free CD.. Even if I want to give it free, I have to buy it myself and give them... Isn't that correct?? What a singer earn for leaving?? By activities and variety shows and official merchandise and also CD's selling... If I give free, what I earn?? (Wow.. Is this what we call "future planning"? Haha..) But for me, if they are my close friends and support me, I don't mind giving them my autographed CD to them as long as they support me as a friend and also as a singer... ^^

September Cursed Month??!!!

September 2009 is not a nice month.. Maybe it's because of the Ghost Month (the 7th month in Chinese Calendar)... First case I know was TVXQ's lawsuit which involve 3 member, JaeJoong, YooChun, and JunSu.. Then was 2PM's former leader, JaeBeom left 2PM and South Korea and fly to Seattle because of some courses (which I'm not sure about it).. Then was SS501's leader, Hyun Joong was diagnosed with A H1N1 and recently has recovered and return back to South Korea.. Then was Super Junior's KangIn was arrested (read the news/magazines for more information).. Haiz... But it ended... I mean d month of ghost ended... Today is the 8th month... Mooncake Festival~ Hope every bad thing end like that please... Wishing for all the best in them~

Last day of Bulan Puasa (Fasting Month)

Finally... Today is the last day of the fasting month... No more puasa for them... And it is the end of our puasi (half dead)... Once, I heard from one of my cousin said "They puasa (fasting), we puasi (half dead)".. Well, honestly I don't like this month because when they were fasting (I'm talking about some of my college's lecturers), the became very lazy.. Correct!! Some of them really lazy to have class... Just like my 3D animation lecturer... Haiz... How am I going to finish my diploma?? Sob...

Since it is my last holiday before I end my diploma, I holiday to the fullest... Wakaka...

Hyun Joong Recovery

Finally!!! Hyun Joong oppa is recover... ^^ So happy... What a relief... Last Monday he had been discharged from hospital.. ^^ All our wished went to him... Oppa, Kyeongkang haseyo~

Luckily Skipped... ^^

Luckily I skipped the 3D class today... It was a waste of time... Yea... My friend who went to college today just told me that they can't find the lecturer.. Not even in the class... Many not there today... Since it is a waste of time, luckily I'm not there... If not, I think I will be the one mengamuk there... Wahaha... I think everyone already know that I doesn't like this lecturer... Haha... Looks like I have to ask him whether he will held the class or not!! ARGH!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!

Skipped 3D Class on 14th September 2009!!!

Yes... Today I skipped my 3D class... Wahaha... Why I skipped my class?? I don't look like someone who will skipped class?? First of all, it was because I was so lazy to go college on Monday... Then, it is the class that I don't want to enter the most in this semester... Although this semester 3D is the only subject that require exam, with a lecturer like that, I really don't feel like entering the class and act like I know everything.. (That's because he don't even teach a single thing) Plus, I had a blur face because I really don't understand a single thing he say and not because I purposely want to make that blur face... I am a fast learner.. I learn things very fast usually unless I got total no interest in that something... Everyone knows that.. Haha... By the way, I really don't like that lecturer la.. I don't even want to address him as a lecturer... He doesn't act like one!!

Happy Birthday Ashy & Hui Shian!!

Nae chingu Ashy geurigo nae dongsaeng Hui Shian.. Saengil chukhahamnida...

Happy birthday to my friend, Ashy and my dongsaeng, Hui Shian... Although today is their birthday, today is also Ashy's final paper and also Hui Shian's trial... Pity both of them... All the best o... Hwaiting~ Saengil chukhahamnida...

This is what I called "Friendship".. No matter where you are.. No matter what you are doing... You remember your friend's birthday... Maybe some people don't want people to wish them because they don't want to be remembered that they are 1 year older... But to me, I want people to wish me 'Happy Birthday' because I like the feeling of getting remembered... ^^ I don't care if I got elder by 1 year... Haha... That's because I'm still a young 1 among my friends... Although same age, we are all same age ma... Haha...

My future... Where Are You?

My future... Where are you?? When only you will come to me?? When only I can really be a singer like I always wanted?? Why nothing seems right for me?? Am I so bad lucky?? Sob... Guess that I'm not supposed to be born in this world... Sob... Kyu Jong~ Where are you?? I want to cry... I miss you... Sob..

Should I or Should I Not?

Should I go to college tomorrow or not tomorrow?? I'm getting lazy because of the lecturer... Haiz... What can I do?? This is my final semester but it doesn't feel like I'm studying at all... I feel like my final semester was my previous semester... Why?? Reason is so easy... Previous semester, everyone were in the mood of studying... But this semester, everyone seems so dull... No more studying mood... Is it because we got too much of "holiday"?? Wahaha.... I think that's it... HOLIDAY killing me!!!

Suddenly my memory during my secondary came into my mind... Why last time I want to go to school so badly even when I know that the teacher not teaching?? But now, when I know my lecturer not teaching, I really don't feel like going to college (unless I'm staying in the hostel la... but I no longer belong there).. If time can turn back, I want to go back to my primary or secondary... Only that time we are all naive... Nothing serious came into our mind.. Not like now... Sob...

13 September 2009!

2 more months... Yes... 2 more months from now will be my last day as a diploma student in Multimedia College, Kuala Lumpur.. 2 more months... Please... I want to finish this fast... But I don't want to finish without getting any knowledge la... Especially with 3D... With a 3D lecturer like this, I think I no need a lecturer lor... As if we pay him to ask him to make sure we teach ourselves everything about 3D.. What la... If I can stop this lecturer from giving us lecture, I very early already stop him but my classmates all want him.. Useless fellas...

September 12 - Rain Jung Ji Hoon

[Hangul]

이별앞에서 어느누구도
당당해질수가 없겠죠
나도 그랬죠 마음은짖어지고
이를 악물고 대답했죠

헤어지자고 니말대로난 한다고
나는 멋지게 이별해 말했었죠

나보다 좋은 사람을 찾아가라고
겉으론 그렇게 말했죠

난 울며 너를 기다려 우리 함께 했던말
추억담긴듯 침대위에서 그대는 방문을 열고
어김없이 날 찾아 오겠죠

넌내인생의 전부니까
기억하니넌 9월12일 그때를
평생잊을수없는말을했잖아

서로를믿으며 시작을 해보자는말
난 그때를 잊을수없어
난 울며 너를 기다려

그대와 난 웃음을 난아직도 표현하진못했지만
진심으로난 나에게 그대 뿐이였었죠
세상하나뿐인나의너

돌아오라는말을 아니야 나는
너는진짜 행복해야되
니가 나때문에 흘린눈물이
내가슴을 자꾸저
행복해

난 울며용서를 빌어 너를힘들게 하니
느끼겠니야 이제서야 바보같은맘을전하는
듣고있는내게 다시말을해
난아직도 너의 남자야
사랑해서 너의 모든걸


[Romanization]
I byeol apeseon
Eoneu nugudo
Dangdanghae jilsuga eobgejyo
Nado geuraejyo
Mameun jjijeo jigo
Ireur agmulgo daedaphaejyo

He eojijago
Ni maldaero nan handago
Naneun meotjige i byeore mal baeteojyo
Naboda joheun
Sarameul chajagarago
Geoteuron geureohke malhaejyo

Nan ulmyeo neoreul kidaryeo
Uri hamkke haetdeon nal
Chueok damgin geu chimdae wieseo geudaeneun
Bangmuneul yeolgo
Eogime obshi nal chaja ogejyo
Neon nae insaenge jeonbu nikka

Gieokhani neon
Gu wol shibil il geuddaereul
Pyeong saeng ijeulsu eobneun mareul haetjanha
Seorol mideumyeo
Shijageul haebojadeon mal
Nan geuddaereul ijeulsu eobseo

Nan ulmyeo neoreul kidaryeo
Geudae hwan han useumeul
Nan ajik do pyohyeon hajin mothaejiman
Jinshimeuro nan
Na egen geudae ppuniyeosseojyo
Sesang hanappunin naui neo

Dora oraneungeon aniya naneun
Neoneun jinjja haengbok haeyadwi
Niga na ddaemune
Heullin nunmuri
Naega seumeul jakku jeomyeowa
Haengbok hae

Nan ulmyeo yongseoreul bireo
Neoreul himdeulge hanil
Neukki geni nan ijeseoya babogateun
Ne mameul jeon hane
Deutgo ineun nege dashi mareul hae
Nan ajik do neoui namja ya

Saranghaesseo neoui
Modeun geol


[Translation]
In front of (=To face) the split, nobody can be all right.
I was like that. Having my heart ripped off.
I answered you biting my teeth (=lips) hard.
Let’s split.
I will do what you tell me to do.
I spitted it out coolly the words of split.
On the surface, I told you to go and find someone better than me.
I am crying while I wait for you on the bed soaked with the memories of the days we were together.
You will open the door and surely come and find me.
Because you are everything in my life.

Do you remember September 12?
You said something that can never be forgotten for the rest of my life.
You said, “Trust each other and let’s begin the relationship”.
I can’t forget about that time.
I am crying while I wait for you and your bright smile.
I haven’t expressed it until now.
Truly, for me, there was only you.
My only heart in the world.
But I am not asking you to come back.
I want you to be truly happy.
Tears you dropped because of me make my heart aching.

(Crescendo)
Be happy.
I am asking for forgiveness while crying for making it tough for you.
Do you feel it?
Only now I am telling you like an idiot.
I am again telling you while you are listening
“I am still your man.”
“I loved everything about you.”

09-09-09

It's the 9th day in the 9th month in the 9th year after Y2K!! Haha... It is 9th September 2009 la... But things happen today... I get to know a lot of things which happens in the past... I never knew that I was the xth child.. Guess today mummy told me a lot of things and is the first time I know all these... I will appreciate today because I finally got to know some of my family history... ^^

To those who got married or registered today, congratulation... Be together forever~

SS501 Kim Hyun Joong?? H1N1?? NO!!!!

SS501 leader and Boys Over Flowers star, Kim Hyun Joong, has been diagnosed with swine flu. The singer turned actor was in Japan to promote his hit drama series over the weekend, from 5 - 6th September. During the promotion, he had shown signs of a fever and a headache, which caused him to miss his activities on the 6th.

A representative from DSP Media gave a formal statement saying, "Scheduled for a flight, at 12pm on the 7th of September, he had passed through immigration without any problems but later in the afternoon, due to a sudden change to his health, he was taken to the emergency room."

While in the ER, it was diagnosed that the star has swine flu, and the representative says that the star is being treated but has to remain under further observation to make any other report, thus causing him to remain in Japan. Kim Hyun Joong's manager has been sent to the hospital to check on the matter and will inform the public with more details when available.

source:www.allkpop.com

p/s: Let's pray for him that he will get well soon... All the fans were shocked and crying because of this.. Even I myself cried.. If can, really don't want these to happen on SS501...

Dream of SS501 again~

I had dream of SS501 again~ Oppa~ Really love you much... Miss you much too... Why you leave without taking me too?? Yogiso oppa obshi, na eottokke? Oppa teonajima~ Nomu bogoshipo~ Come back to me, oppa~ Or I go there?? Haha...

규종이!!!

Kyu Jong is so handsome in person... Yes.. He looks better in person... Of course in picture too but I prefer in person!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Really can go crazy on him!!! Too bad I can see everyone... Too many fans there already... I only can see Kyu Jong alone in a close distance.. I got his signature on the album!!! Out of 5 member in SS501, I very clearly see Kyu Jong.. I only only can see Hyun Joong's half face because there was too many fans in his line... But too bad they stop the line because too noisy and maybe the fans were pushing each other.. Any how, Kyu Jong, I love u~ I wish to meet you again~ My first time meeting SS501~

p/s: Please don't give the boys White Board Marker during autographing session!!! Everything came off.. What a painful thing..

3 September 2009 @ 6pm

SS501 will be at One World Hotel at 6 pm today!! Yes, today!! I don't know whether mummy let me go there or not.. I keep begging my sister to go together.. Now is like half can half cannot.. Of course I wish I can go because I want to get SS501's signature on the album!!! They will be back to Korea tomorrow~ Too bad I can't drive la... If I can drive, I can go anywhere I want today.. ^^

Please mummy, let me go with sis~ Back time... Ask uncle to fetch us or ask daddy to fetch us ler... Please... Go time.. Go to Kelana Jaya and take taxi!! Haha... Please mummy~

SS501 in One World Hotel?

From what I heard from my friend, SS501 is here!!! Wa~ I was so excited and keep asking and asking and asking and asking... Haha... Yea... Extremely excited until my hands are cold and shaking and my heart beats very fast... But after a while, everything has ended... I asked my parent whether I can go to meet them or not... They seems don't let me go there alone... Well, I am just alone if I take off from here.. My friends I knew from a internet fan forum will be there too.. Wanted to meet them up there but I was too afraid to go there alone by myself... Haiz... I also don't know what will happen if I missed this chance... Maybe no more chance to meet them in future... Sob... I really want to meet them... Although there will be many TripleS there, I still want to go because is a fan sign event... Since I got their latest solo collection album, I really want to have their signature on it... Sob... Nothing is important than that... Other than want to become a singer there... ^^ Anyway, I just hope mummy will let me go tomorrow... ^^ If can't, then I just stay at home... Maybe crying alone in the room? Haiz... Missed the chance lor...

SS501, I love you so much~

September 2009!!!

September is HERE!!! The ninth month of the year!!! Happy September, 2009~ 3 more months to end 2009!!!