I Love You

I love you
The only words I have to say to you are I love you
I love you
They've become such meaningless words, but I love you
But what good is it now
We'll never see each other again..
I know it's pointless, but I want to hold you back..

Even if it's not in this world
We'll see each other again
Not a single tear should be shed
Put on that smile that stole my heart as you walk away
That way I can find you wherever you are
Love you, Do you remember
The fluttering that was felt when we first met
I love you,
Those words were the last you gave me
Throughout our long relationship
We thought our love wasn't possible
Because it was so wonderful
You approached me like a dream
You looked like you'd turn away any moment..

Even if it's not in this world
We'll see each other again
Not a single tear should be shed
Put on that smile that stole my heart as you walk away
That way I can find you wherever you are
If we meet again, promise me one thing
Let's make our love continuous
So we don't have to say such painful goodbyes ever again...

Last minute work!!!

Last minute work is always things that I hate the most. Especially when doing the task with someone who is irresponsible and like to do things last minute. At the end of the day, always finds me to get it done. Headache!! Shouldn't we do it first only relax after the task is done? But they are all different from the others. They like to relax first then only do their work when the dateline for that task is about to end. Not once but always. I already can't stand this college's student and lecturer and also the management in the education unit. They should have consider what each and every student's need . In fact, they ask us to give evaluation to the lecturer but never improve them. As a student like me, I had a big headache wile studying here because everyone also like that. LAST MINUTE WORK!!!

Once my friend, Forever my friend

This should be a short post. As I say, once my friend, forever my friend. Unless they don't feel like being my friend anymore. I am so shocked that I actually chatted with my friend's father, Mr. Tomaru. His son, Tomaru Tadamichi is the guy in my picture in my previous post. Hope can get along with everyone.. ^^

Friendz Forever...

From the left to right: Irene, Alvin, Zoe, Michi, Nisa & Ruben

These are my close friends during Global Peace Festival (GPF) Malaysia... We went to Times Square to have some shopping and farewell there.. I was waiting my parent to come fetch me.. So, we decide to take pictures while waiting and they wait with me too... Farewell to Alvin, Nisa and Michi.. Don't know when we will meet again.. Alvin and Nisa will be going back to Brunei and Michi back to Japan... I actually got something to tell Michi but I did not have the courage to tell him.. So, I just keep it in my heart but Irene and Edward know about it... I'm not so sure whether Nisa and Alvin know about it or not coz Nisa was pushing Michi to me when I told them my parent was already outside waiting for me... And then, Michi gave me a surprise present with a card... Thank yo very much, Michi.. But 1 thing... How he know that I like heart shape necklace?? Or is there another meaning behind this?? I don't know.. Hehe... Wish to see them soon~~

Miss you~~ Bogoshipo~~

Michi and Zoe... He is wearing a wrist band with his name I gave him.. He like it...

Thanks everyone...

I Hate This Current College STUDENTS!!!

My "friends" in college is getting worse!! They suddenly whole class thinks I'm transparent... I just went for Global Peace Festival and they already did this to me.. What happen if I left the college and don't come back?? They will be very happy.. I know they will.. I am all alone in my own world again.. I am back to my world again... Why?? Why they did this to me?? I did not treat do wrong and they treat me like hell... Hey!! Since we are in the class, I thought we should do everything together.. But I think not already now... Those "co=operation" word can't be said @ mention here already... No more... No excuse for them... I will not forgive them till the death... I will forget them... I won't talk to them anymore...

I Hate This Current College STUDENTS!!!

Currently I am suffering from my college life...
Especially when in my situation..
I don't know why but I think I am kinda transparent in the class..
Only few will really talk to me...
My class got total of 20 students and only 3 will really be friend with me..
Others only will find me when they really need me..
(Obviously they are using me, right?)
But I'm not stupid also..
I just do back what they did to me..

I just hate they do that to me..
They are the one who are wrong and now they are blaming it on my head..

I won't help them anymore!! Find everything themselves if they can.. I know they won't inform me anything if they know anything but I also won't tell them!!
From the day they did that to me, I won't forget it and I won't forgive them until they came and say sorry to me!!
No one will understand my feeling unless they were in my shoe!!